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| 11:26am 11/08/2003 |
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weeee so i made a new journal... i've had this one for almost 2 years and i wanted to make a new one friends only from the begining. so yep the new one is: awasteofasmile add me and i will prolly add you... well other than that i havent been doing much.. work... megan came down... smoking a lot of weed... stuff like that. im kinda all tired and stuff so i think im going to go now.. goodbyee |
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| 09:50am 04/08/2003 |
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mood:  bitchy music: MY SPEAKERS BROKE :(
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ok so ya last nite jeff came and got me he was with shamus jeremy and joey. we went to jessies... smoked some pot... i got blamed for someone else smoking pot. no one forced him to do it i knew i would get blamed for this shit. anyways so we went to burger king where they ate... took joey home... went to jeffs house... smoked 2 more bowls.. went home...i was pretty stoned and my mom was awake and she was like are you ok i was like yea.. just a lil tired. eeek. so i work 12-6 at that gay ass store on alamo. fun. well im going to go now... happy birthday jeremy!!!! |
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| 06:47pm 03/08/2003 |
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mood:  bored
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work blew today. badly. i just woke up from a 3 hour nap. jeremy and i broke up.... but its cool... were going to still smoke reefer together haha. its just more fun being friends with him, and there was some weirdness! ahhh i need to go now byeeee |
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| i wish i could tell you how much i miss you... |
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| 10:16am 01/08/2003 |
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mood:  calm
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weee well last nite was fun.. really kick back... went and picked up jeremy and went to jeffs house. the plan was to go to jessies but jeff didnt want to so i took them to jack in the box... exciting. we had NOTHING to do. i kinda wish we went somewhere or something but we ended up watching old school at jeffs house. jeff got drunk and told us this theory on aliens... it was kindda interesting. i couldnt figure out if he read it somewhere or if he made it up cuz he was drunk. anyways it got late so i took jeremy home and went to go take jeff home... which was interesting... he was talking and talking and got on the subject of joey... he had called joey and i guess joey wanted to hang out with us but jeremy said no. and jeff was just talking about how joey was his best friend... but thata certain group of people stole him... and that he's changed. it was a nice emotional side of jeff lol... but what he was sayin was true... joey has changed alot.. and its kinda sad how he never hangs out with jeff anymore. jeff said one day joey will get over his "phase" and be normal again... haha lets hope so. i felt really bad for jeff... i doubt he woulda said all that if he wasnt drunk lol. i like how i am the designated driver for jeff almost every night. but its better than him trying to drive himself. anyways so... yea.. i think im going to go now.... take care kids. |
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| i cherish you... just say you would do the same for me..... |
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| 12:58pm 31/07/2003 |
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mood:  bouncy music: from autumn to ashes
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weeeee well last nite julie debbie spent the nite. we ate popcorn and cookies and watched the rocky horror picture show. it was fun.. i am still on my mission to clean my room... but that whole lazzzzzzy thing. yep so i dunno what julie and i are going to do today... she has be to be home at like 530... i think im going to try and see jeremy today :) later kidies |
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| 06:01pm 29/07/2003 |
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mood: pissed the fuck off
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... i HATE cars... i FUCKING HATE THEM. i just about had a nervous break down. my car is sittin in the parking lot of raleys... someone please buy it. 500 bucks and its yours. i hate the piece of shit. while my car was broke cuz it ran outta gas ( my gas gage doesnt work) this chick was trying to buy it! wtf could she not see its a pos? she said she would gimme 2 grand... she is gonna call tomarrow and im going to tell her to take it. 2 grand is good enough for me. god im so stressed. grr... other than that my day has been fucking awesome... well i got quiznos with nicole, paige and seth, my lil sis and bro. angelina wasnt workin tho :( nicole burned me 2 ptw cds and the new thrice cd... so im happy... but that damn car... grrr |
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| Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel |
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| 12:11pm 29/07/2003 |
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mood:  awake music: taking back sunday- cute without the e
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weee well i just woke up a bit ago..... my day off and what is kera going to do? im going to clean my room. this is one long project... anyone who has seen my room knows what i am talking about. i have so much shit i need to throw away. i dont know why i keep pointless shit. i was keeping a buncha crap for "memories" but i think its time for all that shit to go now. i need to get my ass down to work by 3 to get some cds from nicole... and i need to go buy band aids! yay so exciting! and i get to bring the kidies with me! yesterday work was slow... and i spent the majority of the time on the phone with nicole... since we were both at work. (at different stores) nicoles goin to las vegas for like 5 days :( jeremy and jeff came and visited me at work :) they wanted me to hang out but i just got off work and i needed to clean my room and i was super tired! i went to bed at after talking to jeremy at like 1030. wow.. anyways im gonna get going theres lotsa cleaning to do! later kids. |
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| 02:30pm 27/07/2003 |
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my head hurts :( |
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| love is like a shelter brings me through the storm, life is full of anger, maybe i am dead......... |
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| 11:04pm 26/07/2003 |
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mood: chipper
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weeeeeeeeee im tired but yeah today was cool juliedebbie and i went to marine world... haha we saw this kid with a mullet hahah it was wonderful. after we went and saw jeremy :) its amazing the things you learn about people the second time around. funny how it varies with different people... sometimes the second time around can be completely horrible.. ahah (angry thoughts id rather not mention) the rest of the night julie and i went crusin around. all together a great day. ohh yeah the bmw is supposed to be fixed so im going to drive it now! i hope it doesnt break on me! if anyone wants to buy it.. let me know!! hehe
night night!!!
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| yet another night of being a designated driver. |
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| 10:34am 26/07/2003 |
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mood: annoyed
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well yesterday i worked 730-2... it was fun as always... i came home did some cleaning, got ready and took a nap. at like 6 i went out to dinner with my family cuz it was paige( my lil sister) birthday. after chevys we went bowling.. jeff and jeremy met me there. jeff wanted me to drive so he could drink at this kids party. so i went home got the suburban and picked them up from jeffs house. then off to the party we go... jeff beer bonged vodka.. so did keri ... keri is so fucking crazy she out drank every guy there. so i had to taked mary home and i had to back out of her drive way.... hella hard but i did it. go me. then i took jeremy home and took keri back to the party. almost 5 minutes later kei puked.. man that sucks. i took jeff home and then i went home. all and all it was an good night. other than matt calling me.. god he is so dramatic. he was like so come over tonite and i said i cant and he was like why and he damn well knew i had a bf and i was like matt you know why and the thing is i never told him i liked him. i told him straight up that we had nothing in common and to me you cant have a relationship based on a physical attraction. he was like well i think its fucked up cuz you knew i was interested in you.... and its like yea but i told him i didnt want to go out with him in the very beginning. grrr so the convo ended not on the best note but whatever. he is 20 he needs to grow up. im happy at the moment and jeremy and i have so much more in common plus he isnt 3 years older than me. ya know. grr well i wanted to go to megans but i dont think i will be able to i need to go get my check and cash it before the bank closes... well i must be going now bye byeeeee |
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| can i call you sweetheart?? |
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| 10:25am 24/07/2003 |
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mood: cheerful music: mxpx- do your feet hurt?
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well goodmorning... so i've been closing almost everynight. fun fun. monday night i went to my grandmas in concord... it was oh so fun and exciting. last nite nicole and i decided to bowl and we get to our lane and who is sittin at the lane next to us? scooba steeve!!!! thats right juanita she was right next to us!!! ewww then she moved like 20 lanes away haha. so i called jeff cuz.. well ya know and he goes well i am gonna come over there and hang out with you and nicole. i am like oh really jeff sure your not gonna come down here to talk to her? he was like no.. and sure enough the moment he walked in she waved at him and he went and hung out with her. jeff is so predictable. oh well anyways so then nicole and i leave then jeff calls and wanted us to go to his house so we did and watched the craft. then we went home and went to bed. all in all a cool night except for i officially suck at bowling. but i had fun. anyways so i work 2-6 again and i have to go get my ugly ass senior pic proofs today. damnit. weeeeeee bye kids |
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| does anyone else feel like me? |
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| 10:42am 20/07/2003 |
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mood:  loved music: The Cure- boys dont cry
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goodmorning kids.. well i am hella tired i dont know why but man it seems so early and its almost 11.so yesterday i worked 12-6 at the alamo store. the worst day of work in my life. i wont go into the detail cuz no one cares but nicole knows what i am talking about. Then jeff and corey showed up at my house and we went and picked up julie and went to davis to see jeremy. we walked all over downtown davis. it was cool... not too exciting but thats ok i got to see jeremy so thats all that mattered we left and went driving around vacaville as usual. today julie and i are going to the lake with my parental units. should be fun. well i best be going bye bye kidos |
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| doo bee doo |
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| 09:53am 30/05/2003 |
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FRIENDS ONLY
***add me and i might add you***
<3
Kera |
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| 06:24pm 13/05/2003 |
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today sucks. thats all. |
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| take a walk outisde your mind, tell me how it feels to be the one who turns the knife inside of me.. |
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| 03:32pm 01/04/2003 |
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ok well it seems that i must start making my journal friends only. this is because stupid assholes, like some people on saturday.. i wont mention names, read my journal and laugh about it. and i really dont feel like giving anyone the satisfaction of laughing at my problems. THEREFORE i hope those assholes read this and enjoy it and have a good laugh cuz its the last one they are going to read :) have a nice day... |
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| would i be outta line... if i said.. i miss you???... ... .... |
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| 10:37am 30/03/2003 |
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well.. i came to the conclusion that.. life is just really sucking.
i have no car, my grades are soooooooooooooooo bad, an im lonely.
on top of that i have to work 12-830 DAMN thats all damn day! grrr.. someone please just shot me. well im done bye |
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| i need <3 |
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| 08:36pm 27/03/2003 |
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wow dude i am so lonely... i miss having someone to pay attention to me. joey used to still talk to me, but now he hardly talks to me at school... and i tried calling him the other day and he didnt answer, so im assuming he jus didnt wanna talk so u know what?? im jus gonna sit around, and feel sorry for myself. as pathetic as it sounds... but u know laying down and crying really does make me feel better. i mean honestly nothing can get worse than it already is right? hmm watch tomarrow something dramatic will happen then i will kick myself in the head for saying that. why is there something wrong with every guy? i mean WHY CAN U BE PERFECT? or even close. shit. im not that horrible of a person, or girlfriend, i dont think so anyways. who knows whatever, but i need some emotional attention or sex lol... cuz this isnt cuttin it. actually i would rather have someone to keep me company and make me feel special rather than actual sex. sex has never been important to me, its a plus, but i can do without it. i cant believe i passed up sex with ::sexy man:: whose name i cannot mention. i think he thinks im a bitch tho cuz ever since our lil fling ive been kinda mean to him,like i dont know how to act cuz its odd... and since no one knows, well mostly no one, i cant say anything. i want to talk to him more, but im scared. i dont wanna get USeD thats the shittiest feeling in the world, that and being lied to. i cant tell the difference between my feelings, sometimes i think i like someone, but not like that giggly super happy feeling, that i used to get with joey. i just want something like that again. minus the fights. but that was like the last month of it. hmm im lookin, WHERE THE HELL IS MR.RIGHT WHEN YOU NEED HIM HUH?? lol fuck it later people |
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